miss u
i miss my ex so fucking much
entry #1
dear blog, i hate my fucking life so much. i hate it. i hate college, i hate working, i hate moving, i hate doing schoolwork, i hate eating, i hate showering, i hate changing clothes, i hate waking up, i hate walking, i hate feeling like this. i honestly hate everything. i dont know what the hell to even do with myself. people say "i care about you" and sure, maybe somewhat. but like, the thing it, no one REALLY cares. i know its a cliche that people say all the time, that "no one really cares about me!1!111!!!!" but it is true lol tbh. like if i died rn people extremely close to me would be sad for like a week, half a month MAX. people who arent as close would spend a day or two upset, and people i am not close with wouldn't even care. so many people say "i care" but like i know they truly dont. like when other people tell me these things about themselves i dont care because i feel the same. so like why would anyone care. especially when they have doz...
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