dear blog, i hate my fucking life so much. i hate it. i hate college, i hate working, i hate moving, i hate doing schoolwork, i hate eating, i hate showering, i hate changing clothes, i hate waking up, i hate walking, i hate feeling like this. i honestly hate everything. i dont know what the hell to even do with myself. people say "i care about you" and sure, maybe somewhat. but like, the thing it, no one REALLY cares. i know its a cliche that people say all the time, that "no one really cares about me!1!111!!!!" but it is true lol tbh. like if i died rn people extremely close to me would be sad for like a week, half a month MAX. people who arent as close would spend a day or two upset, and people i am not close with wouldn't even care. so many people say "i care" but like i know they truly dont. like when other people tell me these things about themselves i dont care because i feel the same. so like why would anyone care. especially when they have doz...
Dear dustbin, U haev hurt my feeling Im sad I think about now ending it al I want to kell mysilgf Please............................................................................................................ U make me so sad i cry want not mean things u say tyo me but yoiu say it anyway it hurt my FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dust bin.. So sad rite now I cant beleve you betraye me So much pain corse thru me vein!!!!!!!! I think u may be my 13th reason why.... Ur in my tapes now and im so angry hurt dad milly could be ther This is my finsl godbyeee.... Goodbye................................................................... Imnot coming back after thisw:( cries Singed, Page
hi i want to kill myself but i am too scared bc what if i regret it but its looking like a really good option right about now my dudes i hate my life so much i hate this school its awful and im suffering because i am so uninterested in the study im in it sucks and i fail at taking care of myself like i just cant do this anymore theres much more but im busy rn and ill tell you later -paige 1:46pm 11/03/2021
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