paige's life

dear blog, i hate my fucking life so much. i hate it. i hate college, i hate working, i hate moving, i hate doing schoolwork, i hate eating, i hate showering, i hate changing clothes, i hate waking up, i hate walking, i hate feeling like this. i honestly hate everything. i dont know what the hell to even do with myself. people say "i care about you" and sure, maybe somewhat. but like, the thing it, no one REALLY cares. i know its a cliche that people say all the time, that "no one really cares about me!1!111!!!!" but it is true lol tbh. like if i died rn people extremely close to me would be sad for like a week, half a month MAX. people who arent as close would spend a day or two upset, and people i am not close with wouldn't even care. so many people say "i care" but like i know they truly dont. like when other people tell me these things about themselves i dont care because i feel the same. so like why would anyone care. especially when they have doz

 i miss my discord fwends they wont ANSWER ME but honestly i wouldn't answer me either i act so annoying AH HA HA IDK WHY AH HAH H ADJAHAJDd i hate myself why does anyone put up with me x

 IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER   IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER

 hi i want to kill myself but i am too scared bc what if i regret it but its looking like a really good option right about now my dudes i hate my life so much i hate this school its awful and im suffering because i am so uninterested in the study im in it sucks and i fail at taking care of myself like i just cant do this anymore theres much more but im busy rn and ill tell you later -paige 1:46pm 11/03/2021

  Dear dustbin, U haev hurt my feeling Im sad I think about now ending it al I want to kell mysilgf Please............................................................................................................ U make me so sad i cry want not mean things u say tyo me but yoiu say it anyway it hurt my FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dust bin.. So sad rite now I cant beleve you betraye me So much pain corse thru me vein!!!!!!!! I think u may be my 13th reason why.... Ur in my tapes now and im so angry hurt dad milly could be ther This is my finsl godbyeee.... Goodbye................................................................... Imnot coming back after thisw:( cries Singed, Page

 valorant could win the best game of the year award and the worst game of the year award DIE DIE DIEEEE